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Saturday, 18 September 2010

Blackmail the Second by Oluka Okia

He spoke of his undying love for her
Like the embers of coal
As they glowed in the ashes
The emblem of fire.
With unpolished zeal,
He scribbled with his pen
As if his tongue spoke.
Fervently.
Erringly.
With the determination of a fool
At foolhardy he considers a masterpiece.
This love he wrote,
In a letter he penned
On the silken pages
Of toilet paper.
And even then her love
Wore not thinner
Than the sheet
The pages wore.
Yet still it wore
Off
Bit by bit
As if she
Slowly before a mirror
Gradually
Wore nothing.


(c) Okia

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

The Race by Phoebe Oluka

Whoever thought a race would have to be run with patience, not in the real world. Races are typically run with speed,precision and determination. The concept of running with patience is rather foreign . So when the Master says to run the race marked out for you with patience, what exactly does he mean?

Again this race requires that we lay aside every form of distraction as we are surrounded by numerous witnesses, who are they we ask ourselves to whom its important that no weakness whatsoever is seen in the runners. Are they heavenly beings, or earthly spectators. Whatever conclusion we come with does not change the criterion of the race. If it requires a sufficient dose of patience, its not wrong to assume then that the race is metaphorically used for a journey with probable stops necessary. Places that the pilgrim is refueled, tested & tried, places of revelation totally required for the knowledge of the author of the journey. have you ever considered what it would be like taking a journey to a place unknown, without assurance of even reaching the place. surely you would ask yourself questions like-where am i going, who will be there to meet me, where are places of refreshment???

The Master makes this clear by creating stops on this journey, sometimes places of green pastures lightly embanked with streams of water beautifully calm and promising, full of replenishment clearly scented with life and hope. the shepherd guiding and guarding. Then as though accurately punctuated are valleys with shadows of death filing the air with the 'aroma' of death, the guide still running along side. your strides by this time have evenly slowed, your mind believing the race has come to an end. The finishing line is far in sight, actually not i sight your human mind telling you, this is it but you still here the strides of others going past probably heavier sounding than those. so you convince yourself there are still miles to run.

you lift your eyes up, behold there is a staff and rod your mind jogs its memory and nowhere does it make mention of sheep feeding what only makes sense now is that the rod and staff must have something to do with you. so you cheer up because suddenly you are not alone.

Before long the mist clears and you start to see tables laden with such goodness, the valley now dimmed in the dark ahead of you familiar faces fellow travelers, you hear the sounds of cheering and joy the end is here, but not so quick there is a feast, tables laid out and the arousing atmosphere of victory.

on the center of the table is a mighty jug of oil.....my my!! its anointing oil, you feel the soothing sensation as it flows down your face, your heart lighting up with assurance of goodness and mercy. You are here- its the father's house and you will dwell here forever, this is it forever. So pilgrim now you know, the race requires lots of patience.

The end is not as far as it seems

Waterfalls.

Two Great Ladies!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 2:26 AM


Lately i have been reflecting on how our perspective to life changes so swiftly as we grow older so, everything begins not only to make sense but begins to take shape too!! Suddenly you find yourself with too much to deal with or comprehend, it appears like rushing waterfalls all competing for your attention to grasp its meaning. We find ourselves so overwhelmed and yet finding the capacity to make sense of it all. Inside each of us is great potential that can only come forth when the waterfall hits.....i hope it happens for everyone and then the flower blossoms! And we come face to face with who we really are.

Inside of you is greatness and God sees you in the same light.

Judges 6, so each of you has a Gideon hiding out in the wine press, looking forward to hearing some great stories soon.

Catch you l8r


Phoebe

You're The One

Life is full of choices, But you make the answers.

Life is full of mistakes, But you are the one to correct them.

Life is full of memories, You are the one to keep them.

Life is full of people, But you are the one to face them!

I have confidence in you to make it through...you have come too far to go back, your labour in the Lord is not in vain :)

Sunday, 12 September 2010

Eid Mubarak Sunday

Am not usually a breakfast person, but today I woke up with hunger saying things to my stomach. Glad that I had baked Zucchini cake over the weekend for some reason, I place some in a dish, poured mango yogurt over it and started to eat knowing at spoonful three I would stop. By spoonful four I had begun to savor it. Realizing that breakfast is after all not a bad thing, It even opened my eyes a little bit more.

There is a tendency for everyone to ask what next after school? I wish I could fully answer that, I mean I have plans but am not sure I want to talk about them. Maybe I just do not like to talk about myself! This is true. I wish that conversations would sometimes take the abstract trend but then I know I would run away from that too. So suffice it to say that maybe its just that time of life, or month when I am irritable and am not sure who I really am.

Today I will bank on studying Human rights in the Middle East, I like my professor she is from the region, she is young and fresh and trying out the class. This does not scare me. I like her because she is all the things that seem to comprise the issues that come up when one thinks of Human Rights in the Middle East, Arab, Female, Muslim. Am raw on issues of Human rights in the ME, well not really. I worked on a research on Migrant workers in the Middle East and have read extensively on refugees and migrants in the ME & Maghreb.

My doorbell rings! Its Rena, my Mexican neighbor, she is looking to find a cleaning lady. She has been away in Mexico for Five weeks and her apartment is reeking with dust and damp. She wants to look around my apartment, she says its amazing and hers is crappy. So I go look and it is indeed crappy compared to ours. I feel sorry for her and help her find a cleaner, but its Eid, so the cleaning lady will not come today!

Am back to my apartment and wondering whether I should go and help her clean, I had not planned to do it, I had planned to study and my Somali friend would tell me I have lost all my Africaness if I do not help out. Lets see how the day goes, sometimes a planned day turns out to be so boring, but I will go along with my plan for now and see what happens in the next three hours.

Saturday, 11 September 2010

Dokki

King Hotel rooftop place in Dokki was the place we hang out tonight. Got to meet several people,great music and lovely conversation! Nema was there which is lovely. Am glad am getting to know her well this time around. Cairo is addictive. Nema says she hates New York but Cairo she loves despite the dirt and craziness. Its always interesting to talk to Cairo Newbies (oh my! I probably sound very professional here) well am not, just been here longer and know how things work. I guess we all have those places in our lives. Using the metro today was a menace, it was three times as jammed as it often is. Its Eid Mubarak, people are celebrating. It reminded me of Christmas in Uganda fifteen years ago, when it was all about having new clothes and getting out of home for picnics and general celebrations. It's good to see people enjoying life!

BK was asking me how on earth I manage to deal with the harassment on the streets of Cairo, I told her I often have my MP3 on, it helps to drown out what people are yelling, I thought it would be hindrance to my Arabic not being able to hear, but then am getting so much better just speaking to market people.

Tonight someone asked me about Idi Amin again, I could not bare to get into the conversation, so I just explained how I was counting how many people were asking me about Idi Amin this year, which of course am doing and wondering whether that's all there is to Uganda.

Started watching The West Wing with MO last night, it seems like one of those shows that one could easily get addicted to, am not one to love TV but this one seems great!