"If Tomorrow Never Comes"

cant sleep, listened to this song over and over, the number of times is embarrassing to mention...and much more of Ronan Keating's music http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4kzGhDEURA&NR=1 Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face this world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face this world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes So tell that someone that you love Just what you're thinking of If tomorrow never comes

One Tiring Day

first of all I didn't get much sleep last night, I just could not sleep till 1am or some ridiculous hour, and then by 5am I was up and sleepless... after a hot shower and juice I was in time for the 7am bus to NC...xtremely tired today and failed to go to the gym, going to New campus in New Cairo always tires me. Had a sad meeting today with Jayme Spencer about the CMRS library moving to the New Campus, I feel like a part of me is dying... I guess I have gotten too attached to the Old campus that the New one with all its pomp and class is still not becoming. Its a beautiful campus I must agree... sometimes it feels like hotel with all its glory. I find the library inhibiting and dreary, I think its all a mindset as Naseem really loves it. Anyway CMRS is moving and Ray is not pleased but hey change is again the one constant in life.

Talked to an old friend today, we have these long amazing chats about life and school- oh how we have grown, I kind of wish we had never grown up. In so many ways life gets a lot more complicated as we grow older and responsibilities, thicken the plot. Yet again, change is a constant aspect in my life.

Sat with Wawa, Meg and Kat for lunch today. Meg is such a darling , Wawa's sister seems lovely. Got back from New campus studied some in the CMRS library and then went to BEANOS( cause am tired of my house) had cheese cake while I wrote some of my thesis bits.

Efe thinks am going to have thesis withdrawals when am done. As usual I got stares like I had just popped out of the jungle, Egyptians do not cease to amaze me with their relentless staring habits...anyway am home now, fatigued, but have to write and get ready to present on Thursday. I am too tired, looking forward to doing well... more than finishing, here the end does not justify the means