Is it time?

I don't know what I want to do with my life. At 31 I have had a brain block. I have just started writing my Masters Thesis and found out that the one thing in life I never really want to do is research.The methodology sections is too uncreative and too standardized for me. Anyway, I am have an interesting break through right now. Hoping that in a few weeks I will be out of here finding data and writing till I drop. For some reason I have baby desires... I want a baby so bad. Maybe that just might be my next project. I watched Meghan, Mallory and their mom sitting on a couch and wondered what it would be like to have my own children. Gosh how I want children of my own. I want to watch them grow,love them, train them and see them achieve their dreams. I am so daydreaming. Maybe it's having Peresi pregnant, Susanna with a baby, Kanta with a second child, Stella with one, Jojo and now Molly! Gosh everyone around me is having babies.... is it my time? Help me differentiate between peer pressure and my own time. Okay this is it, if Milton mentions it, then maybe it will be it. That's my cue Lord.