Gosh it hurts, it hurts more than I can express, and it keeps on hurting. I want a way out, I need one, cause right now...I need to have a reason to live. I know God should be my all, in such times the famous footprint poem comes to mind. I need God to take me through this more than anything. In a desperate need to be carried through this crisis, May I know that above everything else its you and you alone that never fails, that I can lean on you because you are faithful always and have never let me down.