Enough

Some man just had the nerve to tell me," I like you and I want my body inside yours." eeeuww what a thing to say to someone you do not know full well. I figure that people should learn not to say everything that comes to mind, if we all did that folly would be sold for a pence in the market place. There is certainly wisdom in discretion. Today I have a bad taste in my mouth, D wants to be here for me, A called and thinks am distressed, okay yeah I did sound distressed yesterday but that has passed- well sort of. I have not been outside since friday evening and its monday, I dont want to go out... but I have to at some point, I did go to the shop just now, got some drinks but there is still a bad taste in my mouth. Lord help me, I have not yet sent Milton's email, but I will. I need a few days to think things through, but I feel like its been a few hours of receiving his decision and am already looking into PHD schools, just written to a potential Advisor and hoping that I can actually make it to NUI. I look forward to teaching some day soon and hope that I can get to travel much. Chatted with Ida today, she is in Congo and am so happy for her. She is pleased said its the best thing to have happened to her in so long. She deserves it. I cant wait to look for Universities in Ethiopia, Madagascar and Angola, I want to go some place where I can learn French or Portuguese... maybe I will end up in Seychelles after all! Okay time to write my final paper, have done too much mourning, dillydallying and PHD searching... now its time to work hard for the future.