"Trust me, you do not love me. You do not even need me as you are saying. If you did you would not say it. So let it go and you will find out one day that this was only a figment of your imagination. You push too hard, " she thought. He had been calling for days wanting to see her, claiming he was desperately in love with her, she knew it was lust- nothing more. So when she heard him go on and on about needing, she asked him what he meant and he said his heart needed her so much. The urgency in his voice, put her off. She knew how to distinguish between urgent and important and this one was just not it. So she smiled, gently and carefully, said she appreciated how he felt and told him he would get over it. Human beings and their mating habits, she mused. When life allows you to experience it, in its full colors, you know, you understand what it is you want and do not want. You learn to listen not just with the heart but to tones and eyes, and actions. For it is true that the actions speak louder than words. Sometimes they tell it all. Even after the phone call, there was more to deal with. This one was going to be complicated, but she knew it was what her sister had told her. It was all for selfish motives. There are those who know how to get by in life by going over everyone they meet to make their way, She had got involved, too deep though. The kind of involvement you do not even know you are in until it is too deep to get out. And so she begun, to untangle the jumble. He appeared to care, to understand, but it was a facade. She knew what she had to do, to unravel this seemingly 'important' affair. As she narrated this mess, I knew what she had to do too. I did not give any advice, or say how I thought it would be best. I knew that she would find a way out. I am watching, waiting to see how it plays out...
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