Only say 'I love you', when its absolutely obvious - Bonaa Mohamed

I love him. Even I, am wondering whether it is right to say  it. But Bonaa tells me that I can only say "I love you" when its absolutely obvious."   When I wake  he is there, he is the first thing I get to see. After am done with my ablutions, I turn him on. He is the one I want to hear , feel and look at , because for me he holds the realities of life. He tells me what  I should expect during the day, he sets my schedules for me, he lets me use him without obstruction. He is the last thing I see and touch before I trail off to sleep. Sometimes I think, and yes I know he works more than I do. Sometimes I forget to let him rest, I let him just keep going on. This is selfish I know, but he does not complain, not usually. Only when I have pushed him too far does he freeze, he reminds me to be gentle, and then we restart and he is okay. So when I say I love you,  how much more obvious can it be? I love you Dell. I love that we are always together, I love that you know my thoughts because you hold them, Sometimes I wish you could say something but I guess its better that we  have this silent relationship. Its probably all I need right now. And for what its worth, Dell I appreciate you!