Searching, learning, finding

It's been raining, for some reason I woke up this morning with a disturbing notion that I should not drive to the Bank where I had to pay for the car, I tried making all kinds of calls to find out whether I could pay online and it just was not possible, so I had to dread the rain and vamoose. I got there safe and returned in just one piece. Maybe again it's that time of the month when I never quite understand myself, you know the emotions change. I had to do an oil change as well and the guy said there is this problem with my cooler that may affect the engine...I have always dreaded car talk...now am here listening to it with no choice, hoping when Milton returns he can somehow sort it out but then the car may not wait that long, so? No idea really. Am home now; Transcribing all over again, more work came in last week and I have been pushing it all in the name of the Army wives dinner.Now the dinner is done and past I have had to pull myself together and listen to more refugee stories. My life is filled with Muslim friends and I sense that I need to know more about Islam, huh? Yes I do. So I used Vuze- which by the way is the most exciting program for downloading movies, documentaries and audio book- to get some stuff on Islam I found so much on Islam and even though while in England I had done a course on Islam I just found out that the Islamic faith is based on Galatians 3:26, as longs as you believe in God every one is one- Unity is the focus. But what happened to believing through Christ? Why is the concept of God manifesting himself through the Son and Holy Spirit despicable? Is it us humans who should determine how He should manifest himself or Is He not God almighty who can choose how He manifests? Those questions am pondering on. My friend Steve and tend to have discussions on Islam and Christianity every other week as he is thinking about converting to the Islamic faith because to him the concept of One God makes more sense and if he ever got broke would decide to be an evangelical preacher.Interestingly am enjoying the Islamic documentary, it confounds my Faith in Christ even more.